Hii, This is my last E mail for before leaving city, I am leaving tomorrow
morning, packing is almost done, I am tired like hell but n no of thoughts are running in my mind, I can’t go like that ,
I need to talk to you..i want to share
my emotions before leaving that how I am
feeling..May be I will never any get chance to share my mind with u again, actually
I don’t want..
You were the most beautiful
part of my life, the most memorable days of the life which I spend with you .I will nourish the memories.
I loved you with all my heart , I loved you the way you
speck, the way you talk, the way u walk.. I love your eyes, your smile. even I don’t
have words to express my love for you. You
have occupied a special part in my heart , when, why, how..i don’t know..i don’t
have any logic .I loved you with deep my soul, sometimes it seems like you are taking breath inside me.
Things will remain same, Heart won’t stop beating after
moving. Life goes on,Memories are golden
treasure. One of the part of my heart will remain with you. Around you..n will do
care for you..
It was great to be with you, I have invested precious years
of my life n harvested beauty of love,
if u will come n ask me today. Then my answer would be I wana stay with with
you..wana grow older with you. I am ready
to cook for you..i am ready to take care of your family n home.. I wana care for u..whenever
you feel sick, I wana hold your hand n walk along with you,When thing goes out of track.
But truth is very
hard, its hardest to accept the reality. Finely I accepted the truth losing my sleep, weird mood swings , endless painful
tears that I should to move on..you were right we are different. I wish I could
make you understand that we can accept differences. silence of near n dear one
kills the relations, expectations hearts.
Now I have to go, I don’t
want anything, not your friendship neither your love . I don’t have hard
feelings for you.. even m left with nothing n I want to find myself.
I will miss you, I will miss the b’day song which u sang
very bad, I miss the the moment when u
hugged me on Holi celebration. I miss all my silly thought ,n I will miss
myself with you..
Sometimes its better to let go the things, that is one of
the hardest goodbye of my life. Its difficult to leave the person you loved the
most ..its feels like hell to wait for single call or msg.i don’t have courage to speck my heart out,I wish I could
make to understand, I never want to regret so I thought to write last email to you.
Thank you so much for being
part of my life. I wish you happiness and peace .
Lots of love !!!
Goodbye.
